DUE Today!

Had an appointment yesterday. Still 1 cm, as I expected, (have been for the past 2 weeks now)... same as with Diella, 1 cm for 2 weeks before she was born, only she was a week late. The doc asked how big Diella was, 6 lb. 15 oz., she said this one is for sure bigger.... but there's really no evidence of that besides the tapemeasure on my belly... so she asked if I'd like to get induced this week, I said I guess so... so she scheduled me to go in Early thurs. morning... I went home, the more I thought about it, I'd like to try to have with baby without pitocin if I could... I'm not ruling it out 100% , incase the baby's getting too big, or if it NEEDS to come out, then I'll do that, and of course I dont wanna go really late again, but I decided to call & see what other options I had... so as of now, I'm going in Friday for whats called a bio-physical & a non-stress test. This will tell us how the baby is doing (being overdue) and how my body is handling it... so depending on how that goes, will determine how much closer we are & whether I go in to have the baby or continue to wait it out... Yes, I'm anxious, but there are so many things that factor into all these decisions, its hard to just casual make one, one way or the other... so, hopefully tonight! But if not, guess we gotta few more days. Either way, the end is in sight! :)